Today's Life

Today is the first game of the second series of the season between the Cubs and the Braves. The Cubs are currently winning but we all know the score could change in the blink of an eye. My friend David (a.K.a. Fuzz) are betting on this series. Currently we do not have the terms of the bet really ironed out. But no doubt it will be interesting when whoever wins, wins. We shall see. I believe there will be pictures involved.

Today is also The Bachelorette. They are currently in Spain. Jillian and the 4 remaining boys are exploring the Spanish culture and personally, I love Kiptyn and hope they end up together. If Kip and Jillian don't fit then I wouldn't mind seeing her with like Jacob maybe. Or Reid. But I would hate for her to end up with Wes. I truly think Wes has a girlfriend. He totally seems the type. I'm not really sure about Jacob or Reid because I don't really watch the show. I just kind of ended up watching it one day and got engrossed.

So I'm scared and I have no one to talk to. I made a stupid mistake and I'm afraid I'm going to have to pay for it. I can't talk to my boyfriend about it and my sissy will kill me if I tell her. I just don't know what to do. Going to the doctor in a week if problem doesn't fix itself.

Today is definatly one of those days where you crawl out of bed and just want to turn right around and go back to sleep. I miss my boyfriend, I miss my friends, I miss my old life in general. Maybe one day I'll get all this shit figured out.