Happiness

Happiness. It's a subjective term. I have found my happiness. His name is Ryan. Ryan Wienen and no I still don't really know how to say his last name right. He's a great guy and oh so sweet. We've only been together I guess like a few days. But I already know just how to get him going. When we first started talking he promised me there was no way I would ever get him wrapped around my finger and that he was going to have me wrapped around his in no time. I guess he was wrong because I have him wrapped so tight around my finger right now I think I could ask him to do just about anything and he would.

We're going to a party Saturday and I'll admit, I'm a little nervous. Not because I'm seeing him but because I'm meeting his friends. We all know how influential friends can be. That and I think I'm also a little worried I might run into someone I know from my past. Because apparently he's friends with a lot of people I used to go to school with. Hell he works for Kevin's mum. I guess I'm also worried I won't live up to Ryan's expectations. But that's just me being me I guess.

Lately life's been pretty boring and yet still hectic. With the deaths, hospital visits, and sleepless nights, it's a wonder I'm still alive.

Logan's home now. She's like 8 pounds and doing really good. I wish I could see her but Jodi would have a fit if I did. Terry tells me all about Logan though. And Ariel has pictures I can see on her Facebook

Mum wants to see about doing another family poker night/cook out at Aunt Barb's. If Saturday goes well, she wants me to invite Ryan. I love Ryan but I don't know if he could survive such torture. Especially if like Dru comes over. Because that just wouldn't be fair to Ryan. You know...Dru and I should have a poker tournament to see who can win more. Since we're both such good card cheats it would be very interesting to see...There's a reason we're not aloud to deal.

Well I think I'm tired enough to try and go back to bed. I love Ryan and I can't wait for Saturday.