Pink For Breast Cancer Awareness :-)

So much has happened lately. Ryan went to the doctor today. They're going to do an ultrasound next Thursday. His appointment is at 9a.m. Unfortunately with my new job I have to be at work by 9. Otherwise I would be there with him. I'm so scared. Losing him will kill me. Everyone is trying to assure me it's nothing but how can they be sure?

As I said above, I got a new job. I'm going to be working in a deli/gas station. It's not a glamorous job nor is it one I actually want but I need a "normal" job. I'm drowning in bills. They need to get paid and babysitting sure as shit isn't going to pay them. 

October is here. That means Breast Cancer Awareness month. Save the Ta-Tas, Save the World. Yeah, I went there. I don't actually watch Heroes but I love their catch phrase. 

"Horrorcore" Music is being blamed for the murders of 4 people in Virgina. The murderer was down with the clown. If you get that reference, I'll love you forever. If not, it's an ICP reference. (Insane Clown Posse) ICP really brought "Horrorcore" to the world. You can't blame music for someones actions. Nor can you blame video games, movies, or anything else like that. 


Barack Obama was awarded with the Nobel Peace Prize today. I can't really say that I agree with it. I think there are so many more people that are more deserving. I know that I am not the only person who feels this way. However I still want to congratulate President Obama for winning.


Also in the news today was an article about NASA's attempt to blow up the moon. I don't know about you, but I think the moon's pretty damn important and blowing up a bit of it just to see if there's water on the moon is idiotic. Now NASA says the moon strike worked. Of course they're not sharing whether or not there is water on the moon yet. NASA is so tight lipped anymore it's ridiculous. The problem I have with shooting rockets at the moon with the express intent to blow shit up is we could seriously mess up our world if we manage to push the moon just a mile off course. We live in a world of delicate balances. We don't want to complete fuck our futures up do we? 


It seems that summer has given way to winter once again. Skipping fall completely. They are calling for SNOW. IN OCTOBER. This is going to be a really fucking long winter at this rate. I'm moving to Georgia. *sobs* I miss spring and fall. But I really miss spring. Warm rain, blooming flowers, and the beautiful scents that fill the air. Actually moving somewhere warmer is a good possibility. I bet I could convince Ryan to move to somewhere like Tennessee or Alabama. Somewhere with a lot of trains would get him moving. 

The Perfect Moment? Every Time  I'm In His Arms.

If You Can't Daze Them With Your Intellect, Baffle Them With Your Bullshit.